December 7th...

Gosh where shall I start? I was given the opportunity to represent my bariatric surgeon and his facility by having an interview and be photographed by photographer Bob Cascerelli. Not sure how to spell his name but sounds something like that. This all transpired on December 4th. I was so nervous I felt like I was rambling on while being interviewed by the hospital media department. They all said I did well and the photos came out good. I beg to differ thou. I have yet to see either one lol. Im praying that I dont look or sound like some ebonic fool. I will keep you posted on that when it becomes available to me.

So Ive been feeling kinda bummed out. When dont I is the question. The month of December seems a bit harder for me, I lost my father December 7th, 2003. I feels like it was just yesterday. Things with my kids, well no news is good news I suppose and Im happy not to report anything on them today.

I weighed myself today since I wont have a doctor's follow-up visit until February. The magic number today is 170! It's been four months and Im averaging 9 pounds a month of weight loss. Im praying that by May I will be at 125. I am eating like the lean cusine dinners, usually under 300 calories. Im still popping all my vitamins and the intake of water remains the same. Ugh!!! I wont make this blog a long one, kinda feeling emotionally drained today.

December 4th-170 pounds

Oh and most importantly, here is my December picture. The outfit is actually what I wore for the interview and photoshoot.