I just wanted to share that Tuesday night was ROUGH! I made skirt steak sandwiches for dinner for the family and I felt a moment of weakness creeping up. I wanted to have a bite of the steak, make a mini sandwich for myself or just SUCK THE JUICE OFF THE MEAT kinda moment! I made dinner rather quickly, trying to occupy my mind with other things, such as washing dishes, finish cooking the steaks, and serving my husband and twins before they went to work. I was sitting down later on in the evening and while flipping thru channels came to realize that I'm like in "rehab", rehab from food! UGH!
I was a good girl, I avoided all temptation and pray that it gets better in time. The cravings that is! The carnation instant breakfast is not bad at all, truly its not, but it does make my stomach gurgle, I do have the runs more often now :(. Jello helps trick my mouth as to it thinking that Im chewing something.
I recieved a call last Tuesday afternoon from the Pre-admissions department. I now will have a dietician appointment at 8:30 on Friday and Pre-admission testing at 10:30 that same day. Five more days for surgery and the beginning of a brand new me! YAY!
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