Today's no different since the beginning of this fucked up year (its only the 3rd day of the year) So my lovely husband wants to know if my lovely twins will be going to school this semester, he needs to know if he will be "wasting" his money on them or what. So with that being said, here I am being the one to get aggravated because 1) one twin, Sandy says she does want to continue to go to school. I also voiced my opinion on their behavior, not coming home, priorities are still fucked up, etc. Funny how kids tend to tell you your worth, so here is what she said to me via text:
Me: Since your sister cant return my texts or is probably not allowed to return texts since shes laid up with her loser boyfriend, your father wants to know if you two still want to continue school. Its way too much money to dish out if you two are not in the right frame of mind and doing your own thing. Ask your sister and let us know what you two gonna be on. If you two still dont wish to talk to me then text your father your reply and loose my number. Im tired of the both of you treating me like shit because you dont like what I have to say about the company you keep.
Sandy: Didnt I say I already changed my work schedule for school.
Me: I will forward him your response. Text or call your sister and let me know or let him know. She is too busy right now she cant answer my call or reply thru text..
Sandy: Maybe because she's sleeping!
Me: Yep, rough life working, drinking, getting high and laying up with a loser. My sympathies to the both of you.
Sandy: LOL Ok
Me: I find it hilarious how the both of you take for granted what is done for you. School paid for, roof provided and we still have to ask you two are gonna do. Hilarious how your father pays for school and you sandy are so fuckin cheap to help with a house bill but you can manage to provide food, weed, liqour for your loser boyfriend. Oh and lets not forget the hotel parties you be throwing and you and your sister pay for. Good priorities there buddy, glad we can both laugh about it. Thats cool, like my dad and mom told me and im gonna tell you and your sisters, "your gonna need me before I need your ass"
Sandy: Stop acting like you know everything. First of all I drink not smoke. I'll be more than happy to take a drug test so I can stop hearing you run your mouth about smoking. Its annoying. Never paid for a hotel and never did anything you think you know when its funny because you have it all wrong. I havent needed you for nothing. Never ask you for nothing. Dont you get it?I stopped coming to you. Your not approachable and your not good at being a mother to us. I do things on my own. I probably only need dad for advise. Other than that, I try the best I can to do things alone. You can talk all you want but it no longer gets to me. Do you feel better about bringing all of us down? If it does more power to you. This is why I never wanted you having my number. Cause I dont need your stupid negative opinions. Then you wonder why I dont kiss you nor wanna be near you. Or you ever hear me say I love you. I pick up every hour to be away from you and Im happy going to school.
Me: Ok, finally you had the balls to say it. Remember what you said cuz I will NEVER forget, its gonna bite you in the ass later little girl.
Sandy: And your the reason why I said all this. Dont you forget why you pushed all of us away.
Me: Never will forget when all of you became a disappointment and a statistic. Thanks for being honest, much respect for what you said. Thanks.
Sandy: Great example as to why I stay away from you...and your welcome.
Me: yea you learned from me to be bi, you learned from me to be used by piece of shit boys, you learned from me to stay out all night and not come home for days at a time except to get clothes and wash your ass. Yep I taught you all those things. Oh and lets not forget I taught you to disrespect a parent, yep you learned all those skills from me. Yeppers, consider me dead and leave me the fuck alone!
Sandy: ok no problem
All this lovely fuckin conversation before 10:00am via text. It is what it is. Oh and to top it off, so I weight myself today, 166 is the not so magic number today. Four fuckin pounds lost, gee I wonder why. Fuckin emotional eating and cant even loose weight. After this, Im praying that food is the furthest from my mind. Gotta love fuckin kids to show your worth. Who needs fuckin enemies when you have a family like mine! 2) the other twin, Vero has yet to respond to me. Funny how a boy who left her ass to go to another whore, then that whore cheated on him and he went back to Vero and she stupidily took him back is now laid up with him since New years eve. And I dont have a right to voice my opinion huh??? FUCK THEM AND FUCK EVERYTHING. IM SO FUCKING DONE!!! Oh but they learned everything from me!
Here's a picture before my worth as a mom was so clearly stated:
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