Hi, its Tuesday October 16th. I don't really have much today, weekend was rather boring, didnt do much, I guess because the weather was gloomy. Things at home are not good still, girls still come and go as they please, have a funky attitude and my husband's attitude towards me doesn't help matters. Just last night I argued with one of the twins and he got between us and scolded me rather than scold her for disrespecting. He told me "its my house" and that was a true slap in the face. So I told him I fully understood that its "his house" and cant wait to get the fuck out of it! How I wish I could wake up and all the stuff that has made me cry, mad and anything else in between could just go away when I opened my eyes. I wont ever say "what else can go wrong" just because I know it would happen to me. I'll continue to roll with the punches and keep on smiling.

Anyways, here's a picture of me today, hope you can see some change. My face is still fat and so is the body, but baby steps I suppose until I get where I need to be. The second picture with the black sweater was taken last Thursday but I was unable to post it. Enjoy and have a great day!

October 11th



October 16th